Promises

I know what you want to hear

But my heart will not let me

Crushed and dumped down the drain

The feeling is not good at all

I have cried myself out

Asked myself why

Answers unable to find.

I see you radiate before my eyes

I feel the warmth of your heart

The honey in your words

All I ask,is that you give me time

Promises I cannot give

My timing feels like an eon

All I ask is you accept what I give

I know I’m not perfect

I know you want more

All I need you to do

Is love me for who I am.

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Help

Can’t control the tears

My heart is racing

I need to let go

The world is spinning all around me

I cannot breathe

Can’t get a hold of anything

The walls are slowly crushing in

Just like the sand in the desert

So does the world escape me in between my fingers

Yours

Love me like you have never loved before,

Hold me and don’t let go

Let me shine under your wing

Be that light that sparkles around you

They watch me with envy

Wish to be me

You have showered me with your love

Handled me like the gem that I am

Share a language

That only we understand

I get warm inside just thinking about you

Chuckles fill me up

As I wink at you within the crowd

I blush

I heat up

I hold my head up high

You never break that gaze you have upon me

You know I’m yours

You claim it

I know you always got me

No matter what

I’m yours

Hope?

Shattered dreams

Crushed hope

It’s always about what we will do

What we will achieve

Never the here and now

Not about what we have done

Is it worth the wait?

The anticipation? , Is it valid?

In my thoughts, I’m willing

My heart, not convinced

I want to watch from afar

Can I hang in there?

Can i love all over again?

Listen

I know what you want to hear

But my heart will not let me

Crushed and dumped down the drain

I have cried myself out

Asked myself why

Answers i’m  unable to find

I see you radiate before my eyes

I feel the warmth of your heart

The honey in your words

All I ask is that you give me time

Promises I cannot give

They have been crushed before me

Over and over

I know my timing feels like an eon

All I ask is ,for you to accept what I give

I know I’m not perfect, neither are you

We both need to meet halfway

I know you want more

but the world has never been fair

All I need you to do

Is love me for who I am

 

Just Us

Want me

Need me

Let me feel you deep inside me

You don’t need to make a scene

Instead, create a flutter within me

Let me yearn

Let me tremble with desire

The whole world doesn’t need to know

My inside world needs to light up

Crush on me every other day

Watch me bring your desires to reality

The Pain

When your hear the sound of the walls

Of my heart breaking

And the river of my tears accumulate

The whish of the wind blowing

Hold me tight and do not let go

The pain excruciating

The cold unbearable

Left to fend for myself

Left to fill in the gaps

To complete my sentences

Where is the warmth in your embrace?

The passion in your words

The promise of a future

How do I trust again?

How do I love one more time?

I look into my heart and cower with shame